Real thing! (Mel and I)

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I smiled "more than a swim I hope! And I was thinking the same thing about the kids. Also tomorrow I will go to the hardware store and get things to help Noah out around here." I kissed her. "I don't remember much but I do remember letting you here."

I laughed "how about we spend today having a lazy day and then tomorrow we can go down to the beach and get married". I couldn't wait.

I smiled and moved the food to the side. Climbing over her I kissed her hard. "I can't fucking wait to marry you and have you for the rest of our lives."

"Are the kids eating?" I asked quietly, slipping my hand down his shorts "because I woke up horny and needing you."

I groaned. "No they are watching a Disney movie right now baby. We will need to be quick and quiet!" I said pulling her panties down as I kissed her hard.

I grinned against his mouth, adjusting my position for him. "How many times do you think we can fuck until I'm pregnant?" I asked staring up at him.

I smiled down at her. "Honestly hopefully we already got pregnant last nigt but if not I don't mind trying more and more." I winked and slid in and out of her. We had to be fast and we were just as I went to the bathroom I heard the kids coming into the room. I smiled as I really needed to make it up to them all.

I slipped into a bikini, helping the kids into the pool while Zander took a shower. It was hot and sunny, a BBQ for lunch would be perfect too. Thinking about what he said, I hoped it didn't take too long to fall pregnant.

Getting out and throwing in my trunks I walked out to see the kids eager and em looking sexy as hel. "Damn woman you trying to kill me." I said sneaking up on her. "You look so good I want to eat you."

I blushed "you can't do that! But maybe tomorrow night we can have a little fun in the pool?" I suggested pressing my butt against his crotch. "This could be our honeymoon."

I smiled. "You deserve a better honeymoon sweetheart." I smiled looking off to the side where I first saw her, the twins were playing in the beach and she sat there with Mia while Noah and Andy played.

"I really want to have a baby." I know he had just lost the twins who were his, but I wanted to give him a child that was biologically his. "We could have a honeymoon baby."

I smiled. "I'm so with you on this, I want one as well." I placed my hands on her flat belly, "we may have made one or two already." Then the thought of what if I couldn't get her pregnant entered my mind I needed to get checked out. I wasn't going to bring up the fact that I wasn't sure because then she would mention the twins we lost and I wasn't sure how to ask if she had sex with her ex when he took them for that time and beat her.

"What is worrying you? You're looking lost in your own mi d" I smiled. "It'll happen, I'm sure of it. I've had my checks after the twins and they said everything looks well"

I looked at her. "Maybe I should get checked too, I mean with everything that's happened I want to make sure." I say hoping that hasn't upset her. We are finally happy I don't want to fight with her anymore.

"What do you mean get checked? You can get me pregnant." I looked confused. "Am I missing something here?"

I shook my head. "No just with what all happened all the things I was just thinking." I rubbed the back of my neck shot I really don't want to argue. I wasn't lieing either what my body went through who knows what works and doesn't.

"Oh well ok if you think you need to do this then that's ok." I still wasn't sure but I wasn't going to stop him from it.

"I'll just ask the doctor what he thinks when I go see him-". I stopped . "Shit I was suppose to have testing done I need to call and figure out if we can postpone it till after the wedding." I was so stupid and happy that I forgot.

"No we will go today. I won't marry you until you have gone to the doctor. Umm how about your mum comes and watches the kids while we go to the doctors."

I kissed her. "If that's what you want and are comfortable with then okay. But baby why won't you marry me till I get checked out?" That got me wondering.

"Because your health is more important to me. I won't wait." I said seriously. "I love you Zander. I just want you to be ok."

I smiled and kissed her. "I just want you and the kids to be happy! I love to too." Watching the kids and then laughing made me happy. "Let me call and we can figure everything out together okay?"

"Ok then." I smiled. "You could ask them about your men and if they're good to go still." I winked.

I smiled at her I had planned to do so. "You're cute you know that." I shook my head and went in to call. Talking to them about everything. I need to be there in a hour. I walked out and told her and told her my mum would be here soon.

We were at the doctors and I nervously sat down beside him, squeezing his hand. "Maybe I should be checked too, I mean after the miscarriage." I ran a hand through my hair wondering what I would have looked like with twins. "What if we can't have a child together."