Dead man's girl

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Her world turned upside down the day her fiance killed himself. His best friend, was the officer on duty who found him, and then had to tell her.. She closed herself away from everyone, barely coping.. He knows it's wrong but he can't sit back and watch her hurt any more..he's determined to bring her back to life..

NAME: Lila Summers
AGE: 24
BIO: Depressed. Sad. Likes to read and dreams of travelling the world.
LOOKS: coming soon

"yeah I finish work at 5 so you can pick me up or I can just come home and meet you." I offered, knowing it was going to be hard to go out and have everyone realise we were an thing. The talk and stares worried me. "maybe we could just eat something here instead."

I looked at her. "Princess I'm not going to hide us. I can't not with how I feel and specially not now as your caring our child! So I will make you whatever you want this time but the next time I ask you to dinner I want you to say yes and hold your chin up high because you didn't do anything wrong understand?"

I finally nodded, but still felt like the bad person in all of this "ok fine, but you better have icecream in your freezer, I've been eating like half a tub each night lately." I smiled laying back "youre really excited about the baby aren't you." I pointed out

I smiled. "I am super excited but I'm also scared to be honest." I then thought shit I have no ice cream. "And I'll have to run to the store for ice cream I'm a little bit of a health nut princess." Man I'll have to do a lot of changes around here.

I laughed, "ya think? you're like fit as and I haven't ever seen you enjoying anything that's not healthy or good for you.." i leant in closer, brushing my fingers over his chest with a slow stroking motion. "I have a confession to make officer.. I have a very sweet tooth, and love my desserts. I also love cold pizza of a morning for breakfast." oh man i was going to get so fat. "But maybe you can show me some healthier things you eat that I might like?"

I laughed. "I think I can get you to eat some heavy thing things as well as your junk but I'll tell you now I don't know if I can eat all that junk though I'll try for you!" I leaned in and kissed her.

"I won't be eating salads for dinner so don't try to get me onto those, unless they're a taco salad, then i may be persuaded" i grinned, my heart rate picking up as i met him halfway for the kiss. My insides exploded, fingers roaming over his arms and up through his hair.

I pulled away. "Oh my unhealthy eating habits princess. What shall I do with you?" I smiled and kissed her lightly again. "When will pu start to show?" I couldn't wait

"maybe in a few weeks. I don't know" I smiled hoping it'd be sooner "you know some men gain weight or of sympathy, you might get fat too." i grinned teasing

I shook my head. "Princess! Come on you know me a little better than that! I eat healthy I work out do in sorry k won't be one of those men, but that doesn't mean I don't feel sympathy for you when I should." God I would feel anything she needed me too.

I laughed "no I don't want you to get a beer gut." he was right, he took good care of himself and I liked that. "what about your family, I asked quieter.. People will think I'm some slut jumping from men to men." I hated that.

I shook my head. "They won't think that, and like I said it's just my brother and I I'm sure he will be just as happy for us as I would be for him if he was in a similar situation. That's just how we are we are close." We weren't twins but we sometimes acted like it with us being only 15 months apart my brother older.

"youre lucky you have each other." I moved my legs so they were tucked under my butt, sitting up more. "my sister is going to be mad, oh God no my friend is going to be the mad one since she's been in love with you forever." I felt terrible but didn't regret this

I laughed. "Your friend is delusional because I feel nothing for her. And why would your sister be upset?" I didn't get that. "My brother is awesome wait till he finds out he will be a uncle he will be so happy."

"my sister, because she's been in love with you for over a year as well" I didn't know how he couldn't see that. "but, we'll keep taking it a day at a time-" I let out a yawn, curling against his side "your apartment needs some girl touches to it."

I smiled. "Your sister is odd and I am working on getting the one I want she is really beautiful funny smart and funny thing is, is she is pregnant with my baby!" I smiled and kissed her. "And no this place doesn't but when we find a house then you can put your touch on whatever you want!"

"Find a house? aren't we living here?" i asked, buying a house was a huge step. I worried we were rushing all of this. "oh i got our photos printed from the trip we took."

I smiled. "Yes a house we can start to just look around we don't need to jump right into it but I want our baby and our family in a home not a apartment." I kissed her. "I want to see them and blow some up and hang them!"

"Id like that. there's some nice ones of us. I left them at work, i'll remember to get them tomorrow." i tilted my head back, staring up at him. I knew he loved me, and i wanted to tell him but i was afraid to say them outloud. "If you ever cheat on me, i'll murder you and they'll never find the body, officer." i grinned

I smirked. "Your adorable when trying to threaten me, but baby don't worry I would never cheat on the beat thing that has happened to me." She was too and I wouldn't no way in hell she was my everything.

I moved a leg over his, and straddled his lap "is that so?" i reached for his hands, pinning them either side of his body. "you're ready for-" the doorbell buzzed "ahh, nevermind, dinners here!" i grinned, getting back off his lap

I shook my head and went to get the food only I was shocked to see my brother holding our food. "Jesus you order the whole Chinese restaurant brother? And and you owe me money now!" I groaned as much as I loved my brother I was enjoying my time with my girl.

I thought I heard extra voices, he must be talking to the guy. The door closed and i grinned "mm, that smells so good. and it's not just the pregnancy cravings making me say that!" I froze when I seen his brother standing there grinning from ear to ear.

I looked at him and just smiled. "Well princess you just told my brother that he is a uncle!" I laughed and saw my brother rush to her and pick her up normally I would be jealous but this is my brother and he was happy.

"This is so fucking awesome! I can't wait to meet the little one I will spoil the fuck out of them!"

I laughed "yeah we're having a baby!" I smiled once he set me back down again. "and stop cursing." I grinned