Real thing! (Mel and I)

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I smiled that's my girl. "So how about this weekend I have a opening if you'd like if not then it would have to be in two months." Tony said and I looked at her and said. "It's up to you?" Two months thought was a long time to wait but this coming weekend was soon really soon.

I smiled holding the ring up "it's pretty, I love it." I watched it sparkle and glitter "I want to marry as soon as possible. I don't need anything fancy, just you and our children."

I smiled. "Next weekend then?" I already had things set up so really all I had to do is call and we could get married.

My brows raised "really? umm well then definitely! We can get married.. do you think it could be on the beach where we first met?" I asked, remembering how beautiful it was there.

I smiled. "I think that's the perfect spot Em!" I loved that idea. I wish I would have thought of it. "We can stay at my beach house all weekend too. As for a honeymoon, with the kids I'm not sure unless you wanna take all of them?"

"Is it bad if I want to just go away with you?" I admitted, but I didn't trust his mother. "What about your friends? would they stay here for a few days to watch them?" I wondered.

I thought about it. "I could ask but if not what about your mum?" I asked not knowing I knew her dad didn't like me but her mum was okay with me.

"My parents would, I mean if you're ok with them coming here?" my mum loved the kids, and my dad too. He would come around.

I smiled. "Would you rather ask them first and our friends as last resorts?" I was happy she wanted to spend time with just me but I would miss the hell out of the kids.

"My parents, and then our friends?" I suggested. "Its' up to you, whatever you think." I said sitting down on the bed, and yawning. "I feel like i'm spinning."

I didn't like this. "That's it I'm drawing your blood and running some test right now." I didn't care how late it was I was worried. I went and grabbed my bag and got to work. She didn't seem to fight me and as soon as I got what I needed I looked at her. "I'm going to run these in real quick please stay here and don't get up. I'll be right back." I kissed her and left as fast as I could. I took them to the hospital instead of my work. I talked to a buddy who new one of the OBs and they would get me the results as soon as they came in. I went home very worried as I crawly in bed beside her I kissed her. "Baby how are you feeling?"

"tired and sleepy, i fed the kids and they're asleep." I stretched out in bed, pulling the covers back to show him Mia was asleep beside me "she's being clingy, I think she's getting a cold."

I sighed "I can take her with me tomorrow and check her out in only working half a day. ". I watched her for a moment. "I'm going to shower if my phone rings answer it please it may be your results." I kissed her and headed for the bathroom.

"I can't just lay in bed and-" I stopped speaking, my hands instantly against my belly as i began smiling "I can feel them moving. It's so strong."

I turned and rushed back and placed my hand were hers was. I wasn't feeling anything yet. I looked at her and she was so happy.

His phone began to ring "go answer it, I'll be here loving nerve feeling of our babies." I smiled, laying back with my shirt lifted and small bump showing

I answered my phone and as my ob talked I looked at Em. "Yeah okay I'll bring her in tomorrow then." I was sad with the information I was just given. "Hey baby we need to go in and get you looked at tomorrow the blood work showed something and the doctor wants to speak with us in person." I sat down and hated how her smile faded.

"what did he say?" I asked, starting to worry. "tell me. I want to hear it from you." I wasn't going to sleep if he didn't tell me

I sighed. "He didn't say much but there was a abnormality found in your blood work and that we need to come in to discuss it." I hated telling her that I was so worried.

I looked at him, my heart racing with fear "what does that mean.. Are you talking cancer serious, or just like lack of iron?"

I shook my head. "He didn't say baby, if he did I'd tell you." I sat down and pulled her to me. "H just we need to discuss some options." I kissed her head. "It will be okay whatever it is it will." I had to believe that but the way the in sounded it was as if I was going to loose her or the children possibly both.

"ok well if you say so." I said with a sad sigh. "I don't know what you're thinking so I'm not going to ask you." I said with worry as I laid down in the bed once more. "I'll get some sleep. May as well get this over with tomorrow so we can come back home."

I tried to smile but I couldn't I was to worried.  I laid down and pulled her too me.  "It will be alright it has to be.  I love you Em!"  I kissed her head and held her all night.

The next morning I felt as if I hadn't slept, worrying about what was going to happen today. We didn't have to wait long until the doctor called us in and i followed Zander into the small room. "please just tell me.." I interrupted we the doctor started small talk. "I'm sorry but I haven't slept and I just need to know what is going on with my babies."

I grabbed her hand hoping to calm her. The doctor looked at both of us. "Okay I'm sorry I'll just say what's going on. Emilia I'm sorry but you have a rare condition and you need to terminate this pregnancy or you and your babies won't survive. I know I normally do not ask a woman to do this but I really don't see another way." I turned red. "So what your saying doctor is in order for her to stay with me and our other children she must get rid of our babies?" I looked at Em and she say frozen for some time.

I wasn't hearing this. "But I can feel them.." my hands went down to my stomach, protectivlely. "No. I won't do it. We just had a scan yesterday" I glanced towards Zander "you told me they're healthy, that they're good.. i'm not killing my babies."