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I shook my head. "Baby I understand what your saying but I can't be here. I'm not going to make you choose nor do I want you saying anything to her. I just want to go get my things and go home and sleep a little before you come home. Please understand I don't want to fight either, but I cannot be here, nor so you have time for this, like you said." It hurt. It felt as if he wasn't really seeing the danger to her. I just needed out of her before I ended up having a panic attack.

"I love you too." I say as his assistant walks in. I didn't look at her but I noticed she was flirting with Judd and he didn't seem to notice. Maybe he liked it. Was I jealous? Of what of her, no I couldn't be. "See you later Judd, sir!" I say as I go to walk out but not before his assistants foot came out bad tripped me. But before I hit the ground Judd caught me.

((Lol me either that's why I keep satin his assistant.))


I looked at him and cried silent years. "I'm fine but I think I'm going to go get checked out, just in case..." I say not wanting to finish my thoughts. I hated her but right now i was more mad at him and I don't know why. Maybe because she is still around but I can't be this is his business and she does do good work. "I'm sorry."

"But your work ?" I said then realizing it didn't matter. "Ok but then you come back here when they say I'm okay." I looked at him sternly.as we got up and pain shot through me. I think I was just over reacting.

"A little." I say as I looked at him. Things just went from great to bad in a few seconds. As we got to the car. I say. "If you want to keep those two things in your life separate then I shouldn't have been there or said anything g I'm so sorry this is all my fault. Maybe I'm not meant to have child. Maybe I'm being punished." I spoke so lightly I wondered if he even heard me.

I stopped dead in my tracks and grabbed her arm, spinning her around to face me. "No you are meant to be a mother. You will be a mother if I have to knock you up fifty times for it to happen. I'm sorry about the Sir thing, I just don't deal well with gossip and I like privacy, you are my life, I'm not ashamed of being out with you." I kissed her, hoping she understood when she cried out over my mouth and grabbed her stomach. Shit, "Ok let's get you to the doctors now." I opened the car and put her in the back to lay down and i got in and sped all the way to the hospital.

At the hospital they wouldn't let Judd back there with me. They checked me about but gave me something to help me sleep they said something about I was under to much stress but the baby was fine. I was almost out when Judd was aloud back in. I blinked back and muttered sorry in a groggy state. I heard them talking to Judd. "It's a good thing you caught her because with the stress plus a fall she would of lost the baby, so good job sir." I heard as sleep took over and I couldn't help be jealous that the doctor called him sir.

I was having a dream where Kenzie was there telling me that she was in fact alive. I jolted up and found Judd staring at me. I looked at him and said. "Kenzie!" And that was it i started crying. "She's alive."

I looked at him. He doesn't believe me I thought. But I know she is. I laid back down and let sleep take me again. Only to be awaken shortly after by a terrible sound of her voice talking to Judd. Why was she here? She didn't care. Maybe she was a sub if his before me. A bunch of thoughts running through my head as I laid there listening to her flirt.

I was really upset. I heard his phone ring and he excused himself leaving me here with her. I looked at her and shook my head. "You did it on purpose and lied to him. I'm not stupid and right now you need to leave or ill have you kicked out. I don't care if Judd thinks I'm rude because I could have list my baby his baby. So get out or ill call for security and take those flowers with you." I said in one breath and hand my hand on the call button.

I shook my head. And told him exactly what I said I wasn't going to hide it. And I wasn't going to make him choose a side either. "Look all I want is to go home and relax. You have work to do so go back and get it done. We are fine. Ems actually in town so she is coming to get me." I say knowing he is going to be upset but I can't be around him when he can't see what's really going on.

"I was going to have her take me to your place if that's okay?" I didn't want him to be mad he had no right to be. "I'm sorry if I upset you. But knowing that I'm keeping you from work that needs to be done is causing me to worry and the doctor said I need to watch my stress."

I sighed. "I know you do baby, I'm not upset at you for anything. I'm sorry." Even tho I shouldn't be I didn't do anything. This isn't good for the baby. "I just thought you would be able to get it done faster at work with no interruptions." Beside that bitch if a distant I thought to myself.

"Ok, I'll go back to the office, please make sure you're friend doesn't wander and I'm looking forward to meeting her." I wondered what she'd be like. I kissed her head, "I will be home early baby ok, i promise and i will organise dinner."