Everything put a perfect life

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Most people think he has it easy. his girl is a super hot super model, hes loaded, He is drop dead sexy himself. wouldnt you be happy ? well he isnt all he wanted was to get away from all this he wanted to be normal and he saw someone who he though could help him with that. hes tired of the drama , lies and cheating.

She was a writer who wished she could just be noticed for once. Everything about her was boring and normal unlike all these supermodels that she had to interview an right about. she wished that she could just show them all up but that would never happen why would they want someone like me when they could get someone with money that can fly across the world to take two pictures..

I curled into his chest as he picked me up I felt so safe with me being so close to him. He carried me up the stairs " I can walk" I says faintly but he just ignored me. He walked past My room an I looked up at him confused but I didn't object at this point I really didn't care as Long as he doesn't leave me alone anymore.

"you're sleeping in here with me." I told her as I laid her down on my bed. I helped her under the covers and sat next to her. "just relax and try and get some sleep." I said as the girls came back with the items I asked for. "thanks ladies, I have it from here. Go get some rest." they smiled and nodded before leaving out. "here drink this, it'll help relax you while you sleep." I said as I held the mug with the hot tea inside.

I held it and looked up at him not beig able to Speak I jut sliped on it slowly. I lean against him and sigh "thank you" I whisper now knowing if he heard or not

"Don't worry I told you I'm not leaving you until I know you're okay." I said wrapping my arm around her.

I nod and hem say "ou promise ? Promise you won't leave me please I'm scared "

"I promise. Just get some rest and I'll be right here with you." It killed me to see her like this. It was different. I was so used to the outgoing and playful side, nothing this serious.

I knew this was going to change everything I knew I was going to be the quiet insacure shy vershoin of me and I hated that I just want to be left alone an I want too ... Be seem who I really am

When she finished her tea I tucked her in before going to put on a shirt and climbing into bed next to her. I took the warm towel and placed it on her forehead to keep her calmed.

I felt someone get in bed and I curled up to the warmth I actually felt safe for once in my life I jut wish I felt this way all the time.

I put my arm around her and watched her sleep. She looked peaceful, like the first time he had seen her sleeping. His mind was in over drive and he couldn't seem to find sleep just yet. He had called Jack while he was at the hospital and canceled his shoot for tomorrow. He didn't like it too much but went with it anyway. When he knew she was fast asleep he removed the cloth and tried losing his eyes to rest. It seemed like hours past before he was fat asleep.

After what seamed like forever she was out but that's when the dream came back. Everything was so dark but for some reason I remembered the room. There was a lady on the bed tied up and I was stuffed in a closet peeking though a small crack as a man walked over to her and started to abuse her " mom .." Was all that sipes out of y mouth before I woke up. When I woke Jordan was fast asleep so I decided to slip out of bed so I don't wake him

As I slept there was no dreaming, just darkness and silence. This only happened when his mind couldn't calm down. He tried to relax but nothing worked. He was soon awakened by the cold air drifting around when it should be warmth. He opened his eyes and seen that she wasn't there. He started to panic slightly but realized he didn't here any yelling or crying so he figured she just went for a walk, but then he spotted her by the window. The full moon casting a light glow around her creating a beautiful image.

I leaned on the railing an looked at the amazing view. I wish I could have a view like this where jagger can go run on the beach ever morning and night. But I know that it's a dream and well my dreams never come true

I climbed out of the bed and went over to her. I stood next to her and looked out, I could see the stars fading as morning approached. "can't sleep?" I asked.

I jump as he broke the silace but as soon as i knew it was him i was okay with him being there "i ugh .. no .. i couldnt " i shake my head and look down towards the ground

"was it another night mare?" I asked looking out into the night sky.

I don't look at him not do I talk. I don't want to cry anymore and I know if I do say I did I will cry because of the images left burnt into my mind

"come here." I said stepping back from the rail and opening my arms for her.

i step back and into his arms so that i can burry my face into his chest

I wrapped my arms around her and held her close to my chest. "I'm here for you always. I know we haven't really known each other very long but I feel close to you." I confessed

I nodded my head into his chest befor I pulled you a bit closer to me. I love how free I feel when I'm in your arms I look up at you with glazed eyes " I can't do this I can't put yu through this " I say before looking away avoiding the awkward silence

I gently turned her face to me as I stared deep into her eyes. "can't do what?" I asked.

i look up at him as i got closer and closer to crying " i cant let what happen to you i just cant " i say as i try to move a bit back

I felt her trying to move out of my arm but I wouldnt let her. I tightened my arms around her and kissed her lips softly. "I'll be fine." I said once we pulled away.

after the kiss i calmed down a bit but was still really jumpy.. " hes going to make it so much worse with you cause he knows it will hurt me even more i just.. i have to find him" i say knowing how bad that seams