Destiny (Open!)

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i got up after her and wrapped an arm around her waist as we walked

I shook my head and sat on the bed running my hands through my hair "I don't know what to do"

Before I could think much of it I was walking over to him and sat next to him. I took his hand in mine. "did she explain everything?" I asked

I shook my head and pulled Ash in a hug crashing her to my chest

I smiled and hugged him back. It felt good to be in his arms once again. I just took this moment to enjoy the feel even if it was for a brief moment.

I let go of her for a moment and smiled weakly "Everything is okay between james and you?"

I gave him a weak smile. I didn't want to talk about James right now, but I know he's only checking on me. I felt bad because although I may love James there will always be a place in my heart for Jared. He was my first love and I don't think any one can take that place. "Yeah, we're fine." I finally spoke. "His mom is letting him stay here, but he has to find a house and get a job pretty soon."

i nodded understandin. i looked up at her and gave her a reassuring smile "I'm happy for you Ash" i thought for a moment and looked at her straight in the eye "are you moving with him? are you sure he doesn't have the wolf gene?"

I giggled and really smiled this time. "No Jay I'm not moving with him. However, I wouldn't be surprised if he did." I bumped him lightly with my shoulder. "How is the wolf thing going for you?" I asked curious to know

"its... good but annoying. i can't seem to control myself and i'm glad you broke up with me. i wouldn't like hurting you. sometimes i can't control my actions."

"I'm sure you'll figure it out pretty soon. And before you know it you'll have it all mastered." I said with enthusiasm, ignoring the pain I felt when he mentioned us not being together. "don't worry I know you'll be fine. Besides no matter what I don't think you can ever hurt me."

I smiled "I'd be stupid to hurt you. and if James does he'll have to deal with my fury friend." i chuckled and hugged her one more time. "thanks for coming and checking on me. it means a lot"

I laughed and hugged him back. "it's nothing. I'll always be there for no matter what." I said with a bright smile.

"thank you" i smiled "what were you cooking?"

I had no choice but to leave with Nate. I just hoped Jared would ever forgive me.

"Spaghetti with garlic toast and salad. Would youblike some? It should be ready now." I said as I stood.

I nodded "I'll follow you down" once Ash was out of the room i took my phone and texted Hellen "if you ever need me you know where to find me"

I smiled and gave him a slight nod as I made my way back down stairs to the kitchen. I saw James making plates. "Mind making another, Jared is going to join us." I said as I gave him a sweet smile.

I feelt my phone vibrate it was a message from Jared. I smiled wanting to go back to him but i had to finish this first

I smiled and took out another plate "Is he okay?"~james

I nodded my head. "Yeah he's feeling better now. Just upset about some things going on with he and Hallen. I'm sure they'll be fine." I told him.

It took minutes to get to Nates place, surprise surprise it wasnt far from were i lived, stalker i tought in my head as i walked into his mansion.

I nodded "Let's hope so"~james

I came down and sat at the table "Where's my mom and the kids?"

I smiled at Jared as I gave him his food. "Your mom took the kids to a friends house to play, they should be back in a few." I explained. I took my plate from James and sat down at the table.

I didn't know what to say so i just started eating quietly.~James

"okay" i started eating and smiled "I missed your cooking"

I smiled as I felt myself blush a little. I would always cook for Jared whenever I got the chance to. "Well maybe I can start cooking a little more." I said as I began eating.