Destiny (Open!)

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i got up after her and wrapped an arm around her waist as we walked

"i stayed because i didn't want to leave you...ash i love you i'd do anything for you...i might even transfer to the school here so i can be near you even if you're dating someone just to make sure you're okay"

I smiled and kissed his lips. "I know and I love you just as much. I don't want you to drop everything just for my needs, you have needs as well, and if that means leaving me for a few months then so be it. I'll learn how to survive on my won. I can't keep depending on everyone to be my support. I'll have to step out and do things on my own. I want you to be happy, and just for me but for yourself too. Go home and be with your family, they need you right now. If i feel like I can't handle it I'll call you, plus Jared is still here and I'm sure he'll be more than happy to help me out." Okay so maybe I didn't believe the last part to be true but there's always wishful thinking.

"ok" i said as he turned, i started massaging him staring from his neck down to his back

i smiled and hugged her "i know he will" i stroke her hair lightly " but please stop crying it kills me to see your tears" i pulled away and brushed her cheek "i'll go home and see if i can come back soon, if not we will have to stay apart for a while but promise me that as you said if you ever need me you'll call" he kissed her forehead " i mean i don't want you to be saying it just to please me i want you to say because you mean it"~james

i moaned in pleasure " magical fingers"

I laughed massaging him all over his back

I smiled and kissed his cheek. "I promise." I wiped the remaining tears that fell and hugged him tight. "If you can't come back, I'll be fine, but promise to call me when you can. Okay?"

i nodded " i promise" i hit the lights off and leaned back~james

"thank you baby"

"Anytime" i said giving him a kiss

I laid down next to him, but I couldn't sleep for some reason.

i kissed her back and closed my eyes to sleep~jared

i knew she wasn't asleep yet. i started stroking her hair gently " i'm sorry i waited till now to tell you"

I smiled and watched him sleep

I snuggled closer to him and enjoyed the feel of his hands in my hair. "It's okay, better now then later."

i fell asleep immediately ~jared

i nodded and drifted to sleep after a while

I continued to lay there and noticed that he was a sleep, so I closed my eyes and willed myself to sleep.

I feel asleep a couple of minutes later

when i woke up i looked at her and smiled i brushed her cheek and kissed her nose~jared

i was sleeping heavily when my phone went off i opened my eyes reluctantly to see that my mom was calling

I staid asleep until I herd a noise. I opened my eyes and realized it was James' phone. I moved over so he was able to sit up and take the call. I stretched my body and gave him a smile.

i smiled lightly as i answered "yeah mom...aha...yeah i was asleep but thanks for waking me....yeah yeah i'm coming today..no alone,i'll explain later. ok bye" he hung up and looked att her "sry i woke you"

"It's okay." I sat up and moved closer to him. "Need any help packing?" I kissed his cheek and wrapped my arms around him.

i hugged her tightly "she thought you were coming with me, she wanted to meet you"

I giggled and laid my head on his shoulder. "Well, there's plenty of time for that. Who knows, maybe I can ask Jared to bring me out there for a visit one day."

I opened my eyes smiling at him. "Goodnight" i said giving him a kiss on the cheek.

i sighed and got out of bed " you don't need jared"

((its morning lovely))

I got up and stood in front of him. I could sense some irritation within him and didn't want our last few hours together to be a bad memory. "Forget I said anything. Lets just enjoy our time together now, and I will help you get your things together. Okay?" I asked softly wrapping my arms around his waist and looking up at him.

(lol my bad idk why i even put that)

"Did you sleep well?" i asked stretching out.