first everything but that!

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She was my first kiss!
First make out!
First girl I’ve seen naked!
First well not that because of that night!

She should have been my first everything but they took that from us, from her. We had it set up her 16th birthday right befor emy 17th birthday, we were going to take it all the way!  We both wanted it, we were both ready.  But my mind being as sick as it is I had to tie her hands and just as I was going to pull out my cock, I got hit in the head and when I woke I hated what I saw. She couldn’t escape because I tied her hands.  I won’t blame her if she doesn’t forgive me.  After I got loose I killed one of the men but the other got away.

Her parents took her 4 days after the policed questioned her and they never looked back I never got to say good bye.  So what happens when I see her 10 years later.

“I’ve missed you too.” I wasn’t sure when that time would come, or what would happen. But I liked where we were now. “I still haven’t seen you fully naked.@ I reminded

Laughing I just shook my head.  “Lily, you amaze me and you will when your ready.” I didn’t think she was for that and with her living with me I’m sure she would see me in all my glory soon.

“Yeah well, maybe there’s a reason and the reason is you’re not as big as you claim.” I smirked, giggling. “Anyway, Let’s grab steak and salad for dinner tonight.” We’d been here most the day, and it was the best day since that night for me

I laughed and shook my head. “Babe I’m pretty you felt just how not little he is a little bit ago but if you want I’ll show you!” I winked an dbeing playful was are thing we did it so easily. “Steak and salad sounds good!”

“ Keep it in your pants big boy, I’m not desperate” I played back with a laugh. “You can work for it” I smirked pushing him backwards into the water

Luaghing as I went under. Coming up and spitting water everywhere. “Your so mean!” I pulled her to me. “Let’s go get some food for tonight and tomorrow seeing as I have nothing. And before then I need to swing by work and get something’s too!”

“Oh yeah, what’s that?” I asked pushed him into the water again but with my on him this time. “I’ve never been into the grocery store, strangely. I’m a little excited to go shopping for food.” I laughed

I laughed with her. “Well I can’t wait to take you!” In more ways than just to the grocery store. “I just need some paper work so I know what’s going to be going on tomorrow at work.”

“Ahh ok,” I stood up and looked over my shoulder as I walked out of the ocean. “Let’s shower, and then we can go to the store” I suggested pulling my ridden bottoms from my ass. I was never shy around him

I laughed. “Okay sounds good. But you could have left the swimsuit where it was!” I winked. She had a nice ass better from the last time I saw her.

“Oh you would love that, wouldn’t you.” I smirked, shaking my head. “Eyes up here too! Not down at my Ass.”

I smiled. “Either way I win! Because your a beautiful woman with beautiful assets!” I laughed at my corny joke. As we dried off and got into my truck I took her hand in mine. “We so need to shower the smell of the ocean off!”

“I kind of love the smell of the ocean. It reminds me of summers, spending holidays at the beach, all day just swimming and sunbathing. I miss those days.” I glanced down at his hand and squeezed. “Now days are spend being in constant fear, worrying about what’s going to happen. My mum and dad would always tell me it’ll happen again, they’ve terrified me.”

I shook my head. “Lily don’t listen to them, I don’t see it ever happening again and I won’t ever let it again, I’m more alert and I know more than I should now.” I sighed. “I’m not afraid to kill another man specially if he is trying to hurt you.” Yeah I said it at first I had a hard time with it but as the years passed I came to terms with it. “You’ll get that freedom again babe I’ll make sure if it.”

“I really Hope you’re right.” I said, and sighed. “I would like to get to the stage where I don’t panic every time I think of having sex.” I wasn’t crazy sexual, and the thought freaked me out.

I nodded. “You will, it will take time and I’ll wait.” I didn’t mind waiting I knew she was it for me and I would wait as long as I needed.

“”I used to get really upset at the thought about you having sex with someone else,” I admitted. “I’m really happy you haven’t done.”

I smiled. “I couldn’t do that, I told you a long time ago you were it for me! Remember your first day at preschool, I saw you and smiled my brother went up and pushed you to get to the slide and you almost fell but I got to you and told you I found you.” I smiled remembering. “I knew it then and it hasn’t changed lily.”

I just smiled, and I leant over to kiss his cheek “good. I’m glad.” I said, resting my head on his shoulder. “Because you’re it for me too.”

I smiled. And drove us home once we showered and was ready I took us to my work we’re my brother kept giving us a look like uh huh he knew something but there wasn’t really anything to know besides the extremely hot kisses in the ocean. Shaking my head I grabbed the papers and said goodbye. “So you ready for your first grocery trip?”

“Take me to it! I want to see all the store has to offer, and we need the trolley not a basket.” I said pointing to one as I walked up and pulled it out. “Ohh, what do we need? Cake mixes? Cookies? A roast chicken?”

I stood there and laughed. “Babe calm down, we will get what we need a some extra stuff but we don’t have to buy the whole store as we can always come back!”

“On, well sorry. I’m a little excited if you can’t tell.@ I laughed blushing. I knew nothing bad could happen but I still worried. I walked beside him and gripped his hand.

I smiled. “Babe your fine I’m here.” I whispered she had a death grip on my hand. “Look gummy worms you use to love those. Let’s get some!”

I was about to tell him I wanted to leave when he mentioned those. I smiled “yeah, I haven’t had those in years.” I said picking up a packet. “I’ll get some of these.”