Keeping the Attraction

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I chuckled "please!! I don't need a movie to teach me. Or books, and if you so much want that grey guy, maybe i shouldn't be here?" I said teasingly

I chuckled and we each head in a different direction.

We spent almost a couple hours there before heading to the jewelry store

"Oh before I forget," I pulled out the small emerald necklace Steven had brought me on the island when we were first seeing each other and sat it on the counter "could Yu replace the safety latch, its broken off." I turned picking up Ruby when she began to cry.

"Baby, choose what you want, i'll wander around and see if i can find somwthing for lily, and our ruby too"

I looked, finding a beautiful pair of earrings to go with the dress. I watched Steven look at bracelets and sat down for a moment. "See anything you like?"

They boxed what i chose and pit them in bags "yes baby" i gave them my card for payment. "Ready? I got Ruby a bracelet but they have to engrave her name on it so we'll pick it up when we get back from the island".

"Sounds good." I smiled, walking out the door. "I had a doctors appointment earlier on in the week. I haven't mentioned it to you yet, but I think it's something we need to talk about." I swallowed, keeping my voice steady. "I would like to have a hysterectomy. To remove everything so no more periods or a unexpected pregnancy."

I took a deep breath and looked at her "ok just so you don't get me wrong, it's not that i don't want babies anymore it's just that j don't want you to risk your life again. But i don't want you to have that surgery, maybe you can tie your tubes or something?"

"There is always a risk with each pregnancy Steven. I just don't want you to fly into a rage if I fell pregnant again, and we're not that careful anyway." I smiled laughing.

I chuckled "i'm not using condoms baby, maybe you can be on the pill too to be more sure"

"Trust me, once my tubes are done then there's no way you'll knock me up." I laughed, trying to picture him with a condom. "I don't think they make them that big anyway, I'd rather you blow on my chest if you were that worried."

I chuckled "i'm just worried about you baby" i engulfed her in my arms and kissed her gently "are you hungry or is it just me?"

I pulled his arm up to my and checked the watch "We've been shopping for almost four hours. I think we should grab something to eat for dinner and go home." My eyes widened as I pointed up ahead "no first you have to take me in there!" I spotted a new dessert shop that he opened up.

I laughed "why am i not surprised" i smiled and walked with her and Ruby inside the store. "Take something for the boys too"

"I'm sure they will appreciate cake after dinner." I walked around looking at the desserts and groaned at them all. "How can you not have a sweet tooth?" I laughed "I'll take one of these thanks." I said to the girl at the counter.

"Oh i do have that" i smiled "look at you" i winked and went to the counter to pay and pick up the box. I saw donuts and got some for her since she loved them "anything else?"

"Yeah but I'll have that later tonight." I winked flirting with him. "I'm ready to go home and soak in the tub."

We got home with dinner and the boys set the table as we sat all around it to eat "so you guys are coming with us to your sister's island"

"Yes lily has already told us she'd break our faces if we didn't show up there." Andy grinned. "Hopefully there's some hot babes."

"We need things for our apartment too, like kitchen and bathroom stuff. Could you help us mum?" Finn asked.

Ally managed a smile "no you can do it yourself. You want to leave and be on your own then do your own chores and I won't be washing your clothing either. Buy a iron and enjoy."

I looked at Ally and shook my head "what she means is she's sad you're moving out but she'll help you. Right hunny?"

"I'm going to take a bath. I'm tired." I stood, pushing my chair out "dessert is in the fridge. Enjoy it and of course I will help you." I walked off, pulling my hair out from the tie and ran my hands through.

We finished eating and i took the donuts and some cake upstairs to our bedroom "baby" i saw her walk out of the bathroom "are you ok?"

"I am. I'm just being emotional and sad, our kids are leaving and I'm being tied up. It's easy to talk about. I more children but the reality of it happening has just thrown me, I feel sad in a way." I sat in the bed, squeezing lotion into my palm and massaging my legs.

I took off my vest and shoes and climbed on the bed behind her. I started massaging her shoulders "i know it's not easy but that's what we should do to keep you healthy"

"I know baby. I'm just being emotional, it'll pass." Sighing as i sat the lotion on the bed. "Sometimes I wish we didn't wait so long between Tom and Oliver, i was done then until you went crazy demanding another child." i laughed leaning back against him fully and stretched my legs out. "You'll need to take a couple of days from work, they can do surgery once we're back from Japan."

I kissed down her neck making her relax even more against me "i can take more than that and work from home. And we'll have the cleaning lady to help around."