Secret Attraction

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"it better be more than a peck otherwise you're sleeping out here all night." I leant in, my forehead to his as I brought my arms around his waist.

"I wouldn't ever want anyone else. You're the sexiest, hottest and most kindest man alive." I pulled my bra back up "not to mention Willow thinks you're the best daddy ever."

"She's right, i'll always be there for her and when imm not i'll let her mama rip my balls off"

"don't tempt me." I winked rolling to my side and sitting up, laying her on her tummy for tummy time. "what if we have all girls, will you want to have a 4th to see if it's a boy?"

I chuckled "i don't mind having all girls if they turn out like you. But yes maybe we will try 4 and 3 kids isn't a huge difference"

I agreed with a nod "4 is the absolute Max. I'm not pushing anymore than that out." I smiled as she began lifting her her up on her own more. "she's getting stronger."

"Yes she is" i smiled and pecked her nose which made her smile a bit. I heard the door and went to answer it and get the food. "Dinner is served milady"

"oohh, what have you ordered us?" I asked eagerly peeking over. "because it smells incredible." sitting up more and lifting Willow to lay her down in the crib.

I uncovered the plates and put the dessert in the fridge "here you go princess"

"thankyou baby." I smiled, crossing my legs over as i sat back on the bed. "did you talk to Jason before?"

"Shoot i forgot" i took my phone and looked at the time "it's almost 7 pm there, i'll call him now" i called "hi dad"

"mason!" Jason smiled relieved to hear from him. "I've tried calling you, are you both ok?" he acted as if he didn't know they'd gone away. "did you want me picking you up for Sundays race?"

"Dad, i...we're in thailand already. We have four countries to visit and so far we're having so much fun i'm sorry i didn't tell you before"

Jason remained silent. "I wish you would have told me before just leaving mason.. Im- im trying hard to make an effort for us, being a better father."

I sighed "i know it was all sudden and lily...we didn't want anyone to stop us. It's complicated i'll tell you everything when i get back"

"don't bother. I already know, and I wanted you to hear this from me.. Your sister and Noah have broken up. Don't call her, she's taking this hard." he paused a moment "Noah hit her."

I shook my head "come again?" When he said it again i closed my eyes trying to keep calm for lily's sake "take care of her dad. She has no one but you right now." I fell silent for a moment "i swear he's lucky i'm not there right now"

"what happened?" I asked with worry as he put the phone down. "is your mum ok?"

"Noah hit lily" i said not looking at her as my hands were fisted. "She broke up with him and left the country"

"what.. No" i couldn't believe it. "theres no way he would hit her. He loves her, it just doesn't make sense."

"Yeahh..." I shook my head and looked at her "that's not him. I mean sure he's always been a jerk to me but he loves her." I shrugged "your dad punched him and asked jason not to come after him"

"I should call my mum.. Maybe us being away-ill understand if you want to go back." I mean he always went back for them. "I'll just be outside." I grabbed my phone and went into the balcony.

I went to the bathroom and washed my face then dried it with a towel. I emailed serena telling her to call me as soon as she lands. I went outside to see lily and wrapped an arm around her waist.

"ok.." I sniffled, "well let me know when he's home.. Ok.. Love you too." i put my phone down, staring out at the ocean "Noah's in hospital, dad found him high on drugs and they're looking to send him to rehab." I said quietly

I nodded "i'm sorry lily" i hugged her tightly "you said we can go back...i don't want to go back. Serena isn't even there. But your brother needs you, you're his best friend. So if you want to go back i understand. We can do this trip another time"

I turned facing him and shook my head "we always put things off for others.. Mason I don't want to go home, he's my brother but I don't want to see him like this.. He hit you.. He hit Serena and he's on drugs. It explains why he blew up at you"  my arms wrapped tightly around his strong body "I want to stay here with you."