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I never thought he would I was just letting him in more. I was so scared. He laid me down and I was almost asleep right away so tired.

"Well, whatever you dish up is good enough for me" I smiled, not sure how I was going to eat all this so early. "How about you head back to bed, catch up on some sleep before mav wakes up" I suggested, wishing she would just rest.

I looked at him. "Yeah okay." I said and kissed his cheek and walked away. God I can't do anything right. The way he stared at the food like he was disgusted.

I ate breakfast which was really good. I went and checked on her before I left, bending and kissing her cheek "I love you sweetheart." I whispered, pulling the blankets further up and then going down to the farm

I opened my eyes as he left and went to clean up the kitchen and put the remainders away for the boys when they woke up. I then showered and started to read a book that his mum had. I was shocked she read books like
This. I couldn't put it down.

After a few hours I headed back to the house "darlin?" I called out, looking around. I found her in the sun room reading, taking a spot beside her and lifting her legs onto my lap "what are you reading?" she looked focused

I held a finger up and finished my chapter. "Oh my god your mum read porn!" I said shocked and waved my hand fanning my face. "And it's some hot porn archer!"

"Im sorry?" those were some words I could never unhear, I glanced at the cover and rolled my eyes "oh god not you too.. Trashy novels, yes she has quite a collection." I laughed "glad to see you're enjoying them." I winked.

I looked at him. "Have you even read anything in these books?" I was stunned this was some serious hot stuff here. It made me a little sad thinking he probably doesn't feel this way for me.

"Na not really, I'm not much of a reader actually" I smiled, maybe of have to take a look to see what she was reading, glancing around "did the boys get home ok?" o notices it was actually quiet in the house for once.

I looked up. "yeah they are doing homework in their rooms and Mav is sleeping." I smiled and my eyes darted back to the book and I didn't realize that I started to moan as I read.

"well I'll let you keep reading." I grinned "you obviously seem to be enjoying it, just don't enjoy it too much alright" I winked, kissing her on the forehead and feeling even more worse than I obviously wasn't satisfying her enough. I grabbed a beer and went to start on the.pizzas.

I read almost the whole book. I heard Mav and had to stop. As I went and got him I snuggled him before changing him then went to find archer. I noticed the beers on the table and wondered why he was drinking a little more. "Hey everything okay?"

"yeah whys that?" I asked pulling the pizzas from the oven once the tuner went off. "finished your book?" I smirked.

I shook my head. "Nope little man got up." I smiled and pulled him closer. "I can't believe how big he is getting it is making me sad."

"maybe it's time we give him a brother or sister?" I winked cutting some pizza into tiny squares and putting in a bowl for him to chew on. "what do you say mama, want another baby?"

I looked up at him. "Are you serious right now?" I had no clue if it was safe or not. I wanted another but could we afford it. My head was going crazy with thoughts.

"why wouldn't I be serious?" I asked grinning "I'd like to have another one, closer in age so they've got each other to play with.." she looked freaked out, maybe it was a bad idea. "or not, we can wait"

I looked up at him more. "I want another I do but do you think we can?" I asked looking more scared now than anything. "I mean my health and money wise?"

"are you not feeling ok?" I asked growing concerned "money wise were fine. Don't worry about the finances, I'm working and earning enough money to keep the bills paid and food on the table."

I sighed. "I've been feeling great actually but I should make sure it's okay you know." I hated saying that but I want to be able to care for my children and the first part of Mavericks life I wasn't able too.

"ok well you let me know when." I grinned "I can book an appointment if you wanted to see someone" I went and joined her with a plate of food and laughed when mav had little peices over his face

I smiled at his laughter. "You really want another baby?" I wanted to be sure.

"I love maverick and love my brothers, it'd.be nice to have another one." I smiled thinking more about it. "how would you cope with two?"

I looked at him. "Well there is only one way to find out." I smiled. "It would be nice to have a little girl around."

"I'd love a daughter." I smiled thinking of a mini her. I checked the time as I yawned "I'm thinking about getting some help on the farm, I'm bloody exhausted."