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I never thought he would I was just letting him in more. I was so scared. He laid me down and I was almost asleep right away so tired.

"I'm just giving you everything you deserve my love" i said back,standing and kissing er forehead. "Ill go run the water for you. "

I smiled "okay." I may try to eat after I give him
A bath too." I stayed there snuggling him till his eyes opened and he started making little coos. I got up and walked to the bathroom to get him out of his clothes.

"Hes enjoying that" i sat thete watching as he just lay there and staring up at her "he likes to pee in the bath too" i chuckled

Just as I was going to ask what he peed and it hit me right in the side of my head. "Eww he peed on me!" I said laughing. I heard lots of laughter coming from behind me and saw all three boys holding their stomachs laughing.

"Thats be funniest thing ive ever seen!" Asher laughed hard.

"Oh darlin, i think you're going to need a bath too" i chuckled louder.

"Yeah laugh it up boys. Here take over so I can go freshen up please." I moved out of the way and walked pass them all still laughing.

i dried up my little man and changed him into his sleepware. After a feed, he fell asleep in my arms. I walked into the bathroom, and smiled watching her with lust. "Mind if i join?"

I looked at him and shook my head. "I don't look the best but if you want I won't deny you."

"Youre the most beautiful woman I've ever laid eyes on Darlin" i began stripping off and climbed in behind her "your sexy as hell"

I laughed. "Yeah say that when I loose my hair and haven't lost the baby fat." I shook my head and turned to face him. "Your amazing I don't know how your staying so strong but God I need you too."

"Baby fat?" I scoffed "theres no baby fat left on you" i brushed a stramd of hair behind her ear "I'm strong because I'm used to it."

"You shouldn't be use to it." I said with a tear. He just new what to say all the time and I looked down and my now almost flat belly from all my medicine and not wanting to eat I sure did loose a lot of it quickly.

"I love you" i pulled her close and held her. "How are you feeling after being peed on?" I laughed.

I smiled. "That was so gross I feel so much better now that I showered off his pee." I shook my head. "Has he done that to you?"

"Na, almost but definitely nt on the face" i chuckled again "must be marking you. " i leant in and kissed her softly

I laughed. "Marking me! Oh god my son peed in my to mark me." I ran my fingers up his chest. "How would say husband mark me?"

"Well i would cum over your tits, ass and pussy then mouth." I smirked growing hard beneath her "how does that sound?"

"Mmmm I would love for you to mark me everyday!" I felt him against my stomach "I want you to make love to me here and now screw the healing process I need you."

I wanted her so bad but she needed to heal. "Baby I'm sorry, i want you so bad.. but i will not jeopardize your healing for my own satisfaction. I'm sorry" until she was all clear then i would. "I love you, I just cnt".

I looked at him. "What what if I get sicker and we don't have time archer please I need you." I hated saying that but I had to think that way.

That really fucking annoyed me. "Don't you ever.. and i mean ever use your illness as a way to get me to fuck you." i growled "how could you even say that.." it hurt.

I looked up at him and then turned and ran off. I made sure to get dressed and went outside away from him. How could he deny me when we both know anything could happen and God forbid it happen and we not take any chance to be close. I just sat there and cried in the yard not wanting to be around anyone.

I sighed. Yeah i was an ass but i was stressed and worried. After dressing, i walked outside and spotted her by the bench seat "darlin" i said quietly "i didnt mean to snap at you.. i.. I'm just scared to hurt you and you had just said you weren't given the all clear. It would destroy me if something happened." I hesitantly sat beside her "you were sick earlier.. I'm more worried about making sure youre ok." I said hoping she understood.

I didn't speak because I understood where he was coming from but I don't think he knew where I was coming from. Then the only thing I could think to say was. "I'm scared too." It was in such a whisper I didn't know if he heard me.

I wrapped an arm around her,pulling her in closely. "I know.. i can see it when you look at all of us." I said kissing her temple