I went and checked the room and it hadn't even been started. I was pretty pissed off but couldn't blame him. I walked back and sat down and looked at Kenzie, "since we moved, I haven't had time to paint your new room yet princess." I said quietly.
I sighed, "well Daddy had been so busy and when we got this house he had to fix things up. I wanted to make your room special but it's just not done yet." I said, god I felt horrible. She just looked at me. "I want to go back to the other house. They loved me and let me play with other kids!" she crossed her arms. "I don't want to stay here!"
I knew what would need to happen. I stood up and walked over to Izzy, "we're going to need to have her speak to someone, we can't possibly understand what happened. I don't know if her memory will come back but we cant have these angry outburst every so often," I said pulling her into my chest and holding her close.
I was shaking and I didn't like any of this. "I just wants little girl back. Judd what happens when we tell her about the baby. What if she doesn't like the idea and try's to hurt the baby?" I hated thinking that but I had to. I have two children to think about right now.0
"Me either baby." I sighed I hated this because it wasn't her fault it was those stupid people who did this. It was my fault for not protecting her. Here I having another child. Maybe Judd's mom was right I'm not fit to be a mother.
"What ever you are thinking stop it" I pulled her in close and stroked her cheek. "We will figure something out, let's just see how she goes this week home, she may just need to adjust to a new home."
I kissed him and smiled. "Your so smart. We will see how it goes. I just don't know how much more stress I can take right now." I thought maybe if the room was done maybe that would have helped. "Where is she sleeping tonight?"
"She could sleep with us, I don't want her to be on her own. I think that isn't such a good idea just yet." I said and looked over at Kenzie. "Hey do you want to go for a play around outside?" I asked her.
A million thoughts crossed my mind. one standing out was a little girl grining evily with a knife holding a dead dogs tail. "Uh why don't we go look for a guinea pig or a bunny rabbit?" I asked, "or something else?" I asked Izzy.
I smiled. "I think anything would do. But if you don't like the idea of getting a pet that's done. I just thought it would help her seeing as she loves animals." I say looking at her.
"No that would be a great idea, I think it would be good for her, give her something to look after," I smiled. "when did you want to go pick one out? oh we've got your appointment tomorrow at 11:5am"
"Court is at noon, I wouldn't miss our baby appointment, I will be at everyone of those." I said kissing her head. "You need to stop worrying, it's not going to do any good and I do not want anything to happen to our little one," I said softly.
"Yeah I failed to mention. It wouldn't just affect our little one. It would harm me as well." I say shyly. I didn't want him worry about me. I looked at Kenzie. "Umm she is starting to get impatient we should take her out now."
"Fuck you should have mentioned something like that sooner Isabaella, we'll discuss this later." I said and called out to Kenzie, "come on Kenzie, we're going to look at bunny rabbits and feed the fish!"
I smiled. "You sure are but only if you help mummy when Daddy is at work, and you have to take care of it, or we take it back to the store." I said and she nodded, "oh daddy I will love it just like I love mommy!"
"Well then, let's head off to the store my girls." I picked Kenzie up and carried her out to the car. I helped Izzy in and closed the door. We arrived at the store and Kenzie ran over to the animals. "so what one do you like?" I asked taking Izzy's hand.
Permissions in this forum:You cannot reply to topics in this forum