The night everything changed

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is it possable to love two people at once.. how do you go about it ? she had a rough life untill she met someone special. one night when they got into a fight she ended up meeting this sweet girl that wanted to take care of her and she started to fall for her ? but she couldnt she has a boyfriend whatdoes she do does she tell him and risk losing him or just ingore the fact that she has the urge to kiss her..if he found out what would he think or her would he understand and manybe allowe her to experimant or will she just go for it no matter what? theres trouble in the air but thats not all that will change..



Name:Jenifer (jj)
age:22
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" im hungover we have all been there its not that big of a deal " i said standing there

"Alright then " I said sighting before going back to the kitchen

i grabed your hand " what are you hiding " i said as i noticed something diffrent about the way she was acting around me i didnt know what was eating at her but i sure as hell was going to find out

I looked at you "I just can't help but wonder if something more happened last night" I said feeling nervous

"nothing happened lastnight ... do you not trust me anymore?" i asked hurt

"I do!" I said quickly "you know I do. I just don't want anything happening that migjt ruin what we have"

i looked at her dumb founded " what your scared that he might i might cheat with him like you made him cheat on me .." i said before i even thought about it i was so angry at her

I gasped shocked "I can't believe you would bring that back. It was a mistake but you wouldn't have been here now would you" I said annoyed

i groaned " what you think i was just going to let it all go like it was nothing me and him were dating for a year its not like it was only a few months .. you want to know what i have to go for a walk " i said walking back to our room and changing into yoga pants and a skin tight low cut shirt

I quickly followed her "Yes blame me for everything" I said mad. It wasn't fair for me but it happened

"blame everything on you are you shitting me right now ?" i said to her i walked to the bed room packed a bag and walked past her to the front door i walked to work thinking that maybe the walk would clear my mind but it didnt it just made everything worse my boss seen me siting at the bar alone so he came over and we started to talk for a while he noticed my bag and asked if i had any where to stay and all i did was shake my head no as i took another shot

I watched her leave as the tears came down. I took a deep breath as I made my way to the kitchen grabbing the plates, putting the food away for later. I quickly washed the dishes thinking about what I had said to her.

i agreed to stying at his house and he said he would drive me to work tomorrow so i was all set after a rough night of thinking about what happen i got up a 9 to start getting ready

I couldn't sleep well not knowing were she was but I knew shw needed time to cool off so I gave her some space.

i was so tired when i went into work but i didnt have to do to much thanks to my boss letting me do smaller jobs

I looked at the clock.  She must be at work I thought getting up and changing into leggings and a top before closing the door and going for a jog

i was so glad i was only a watress today i wasnt up for much right now i knew i only had to work a few more hours then i would be able to sleep

I sighed as i fell asleep for the night went to work came home slept another restless night then decided to get a drink or 2 at the local bar since i had off that day and drove over and sat at a small table minding my own business not realiing i was in jens area of waiting tables

I put my music up high ignoring everyone around me as I let my frustration out on running

i walked over to the one table i havent really been paying attention to i seen someone sitting there so i walked up to the table not realizing who it was and not really caring right now " what can i get for you ?" i asked before i looked down at your face and looked at you shocked

"well just a beer please and hi jen." I say kinda looking at you confused

" hi " i say before walking away to the bar and coming back with your beer i start to clear some of the other tables in my section

I stopped to get a little break from running ignoring the stares from the men as I sat down a bench

i know i was mad at her but i snuck into the back and sent a text to her " just wanted to make sure you are safe .. but yes im still mad i just dont want you to be doing something stupid"

I sighed and slowly sipped my beer.