Everything put a perfect life

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Most people think he has it easy. his girl is a super hot super model, hes loaded, He is drop dead sexy himself. wouldnt you be happy ? well he isnt all he wanted was to get away from all this he wanted to be normal and he saw someone who he though could help him with that. hes tired of the drama , lies and cheating.

She was a writer who wished she could just be noticed for once. Everything about her was boring and normal unlike all these supermodels that she had to interview an right about. she wished that she could just show them all up but that would never happen why would they want someone like me when they could get someone with money that can fly across the world to take two pictures..

Was I dead? Eveything was so beautiful and I think I was married my the rock on my hand to who I don't know but I feel sorry for the poor guy this can't be real can it ? My mom showed up at my door and talked to me for a bit but she said I should go I have lots of life I. Me I just have to fight I said I would but only for her

It seemed like they were taking forever to tell me something. I was too worried and restless to do anything but sit there. I prayed to whatever god there was to bring her back to me.

i felt myself try to wake up and as soon as i seen the lights i closed my eyes tightly 'where am i ' was all i could think to myself before i blacked out again

The doctor's continued working on her as best as they could. The closed her wounds and stopped the major bleeding. They found she had many broken bones some were also bruised. They worked for hours only looking her once. When they were finished they were confident she would be okay. Though they'd have to keep her for a few weeks for recovery.

As I sat and waited for someone to tell me what's going on I called my agent and made him cancel all shoots for the next few weeks. Including the trip over seas. He didn't understand why especially since they were major shoots and would bring in a lot of money. I didn't tell him why I just told him to do it and hung up. I wouldn't be able to focus on anything knowing she's here fighting for her life.

"jordan?" i asked once i walked up to him i gave a little reasuring smile "she is in recovery right now would you like to go see her i know shes not awake but your allowed into the room" i said to him trying not to freek out that i was with a sexy star " but hey if you need anything ... anything at all im here to take care of it" i said with a wink

I gave her a soft smile, very aware she was flirting with me. I stood and stretched my body to loosen up a bit. "Thank you."

i bit my lip " no problem handsome i will just be over here " i said winking then walking past him moving my hips a little more to try getting his attention

It was natural for me to look as her hips swayed as she walked. I shook my head as unwanted images began to form. I turned away and focused on seeing Alaina. I searched for her room and when I found it I walked inside. I felt my heart fall to my feet as I seen her all bandaged up with tubes everywhere. I grabbed a chair and pulled it close to the bed. I took her hand in mine and just sat there.

I felt someone's hand on mine and was scared it was my fathers but it couldn't be this hand was warm and comforting where my fathers are chiseled and cold.

I then began caressing her arm, more for my benefit than hers. I was afraid that if I didn't touch her in any way she was going to disappear and I'd never find her again.

i put all my will into trying to move but all that moved was the tips of my fingers nooo he cant see me like thiss

As I sat there watching her I felt the tips of her fingers move. I sat up a bit never letting go of her hand. "Alaina, its going to be okay." I said softly.

my heart moniter detected that my heart was speeding up and i was could feel my chest start to get heavier and everything ached

The monitor began going off and I got scared. Before I could call for help the nurses and doctor's rushed in and moved me out of the way.

i felt my chest start heave i just didnt know what to do anymore i wanted to see him just one more time but i knew if this kept up i was for sure not going to see him

The doctor rushed to her side and stuck something in her iv while the nurses tried to get her to calm down. I just stood off to the side not knowing what to do.

after about half an hour the nurses calmed me and i was finally able to be blinded by the bright lights that flooded the room i tryed to take everything in but was scared to see the damage done

I stood in a corner minutes after they had left. Afraid that I would cause more damage if I touch her. She looked so fragile it pained me.

i tryed to call form him in need of his comfort "jordan.." i said but it never came out i tryed over and over but the only thing that got out finally was "j..."

I heard the faint whisper of my name leave her lips. M23:35:37y feet were moving before I could catch up. Before I knew it I was by her side. I took her hand in mine wanting her to know I was there. "Shh, its okay. I'm here just relax." I said as I smoothed her hair away from her face.

i tried to mo ve and ajust under you but it hurt so much i feel like somone ran over me but i never got the memo that i was supposed to be dead right now

"The doctor's say you shouldn't move around too much." I told her as I seen she was trying to move. "Just relax."

i shook my head no over and over again making myself want to get sick so i stoped myself "j.. j .. jordan" i fianlly got out as i attempted to reach for you shaking

"Shh, its okay I'm here." I said moving closer and holding her hand in mine.

i closed my eyes and let the tears fall even though it hurt to let them fall i knew i couldnt stop it now that i stared