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i got up after her and wrapped an arm around her waist as we walked

I started walking again and thought about what he said. "But I'm not ready to be alone again."

i looked at her and frowned " is that why you're with me ash?so you're not alone?" even though i was hurt i spoke softly i couldn't hurt her and i showed her i was just asking

"As bad as that sounds, no I'm not with you for that. James I like you, I really do; and deep down I'm pretty sure I even love you. You being here made this hole situation a lot easier to bare. At first I always thought that there was no one out there that could ever take his place, and you've proven me wrong. Though you've never said it out loud, I know that you love me a whole lot more than I love you. But because you're willing to be patient with me, makes me appreciate you that much more. So no, I'm not with you just because I don't want to be alone. I'm with you because I feel we can have a future together. Don't think I take you being here for granted, because I don't."

her words went through my heart as a a kiss or something i suddenly felt better, i believed each word she said not just because i trusted her but because she seemed so sure of herself while talking and i could hear the truth of the words she said. i smiled and leaned to kiss her i wrapped my arms tightly and protectively around her as i brushed my lips against hers before i kissed her with as much passion as i have for her and maybe even more. this was one of the very few true kisses i ever shared with her

I smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back. I felt the passion of his love in the kiss and it made my heart swell with love and a sense of belonging. I stepped closer to him and kissed him with a much passion as he was showing me. I smiled to myself and deepened the kiss momentarily forgetting where we were.

when we broke the kiss i rested my forehead on hers breathing hard i was about to tell her how much i was happy and how much i really loved her when i saw eliza and austin frowning at us i smiled and whispered to ash "we must have moaned "

I looked behind me and seen Eliza and Austin frowning and Jared was doing the same as well. I giggled lightly and turned back around. "Oops." i pulled away from James and held onto his hand. "Alright lets go to the next block." I suggested. They all turned back around and began running down the street.

i could feel jared giving me the WTF look but i didn't care i walked beside her hand in hand

I held a smile on my face through out the rest of the night. The kids had a lot of fun collecting candy. Eventually they had a contest to see who had the most candy by the time they got back to the house, and so far they both had a good amount of candy. They didn't want to stop until they hit every house on our block and the next block over.

i didn't know if i should go home or go back to hellens so when we reach the house i stand there hesitating ~jared

"come on J,, we won't kill you"~james

i finished making the dress and went to the kitchen to get something to eat

"i just...i'll come back tomorrow i promise" i kissed austin's cheek and and smiled at them "see you guys" i jogged down the street till i reached hellen's house

I had just finished drinking a bag of blood when i saw Jared come in. "Did you have a good time?" i asked smiling.

I knew he was a bit hesitant about coming a long with us, but I just let him do what he want. Austin and Eliza both seemed a bit content with his joining us to go trick or treating. I smiled as we made our way back to the house. "You guys had fun?" I asked them once we were inside.

i smiled at her " yeah i did but i guess i should have stayed i just panicked" ~jared

i kissed her and smiled " i did" i kissed the kids and looked at ash " i'm going to my room i'm a bit exhausted"

"Why did you panick?" i asked concern.

I nodded as I kissed his lips once more. "Alright, go get some rest I'm going to sit here with the kids and sort through their candy, taking out everything they're allergic too."

"trust me i dont know! and i didn't want to leave you alone"~jared

i nodded and went to my room i took a hot shower than laid in bed in my boxers i was tired and wasn't feeling so good

I sighed. "Im fine alone Jared, but im glad you stayed" i took his hand in mine

i smiled and hugged her "i'm just used to being here now"

I hugged him back. "Im used to seeing your face"

"that's why i came back , i'll see how i'll divide my time"

I nooded. "ok" i said smiling at him.

i kissed her cheek " lets get some sleep"

"Alright" i said walking up to my room