Just Business, Maybe.

Fuck. Maybe we should get a smaller house. I gave her a small smile. "Yeah I love you Ava." I said as the new doctor came in a female good!

I got the feeling something was up with him. something he wasn't telling me. "I love you." i said back, as the doctor picked up my chart. "Alright, Ava.. let's see.. your post op stats look good, and if it keeps up overnight then you should be able to leave in the morning.. how are you feeling?" she asked, looking at me and not oogling Austin. Oh i liked her. "I'm feeling good, sore but guess that's normal." She nodded, and done another check then left the room. Harte began to stir as Dallas and his mum walked in with flowers. "Hi, we're not interrupting are we?"

I smiled. "No the new doctor just came in and checked her. She is a lot nicer than that prick." I said. Dallas laughed. "maybe you do need anger management?" He clapped his hand in my shoulder. Then he got serious . "I'm sorry Ava I'm ah I feel bad real bad maybe if I didn't stupidly stopped by this wouldn't have happened." I knew he felt bad but I didn't know he blamed himself.

"It wasn't your fault, this would have happened regardless.." I half smiled, "i just cant wait to get home and focus on the baby and doing up a nursery.." i needed to keep myself busy, i didn't want think about what i had lost.

I smiled. "We can't do the misery unless you know what we are having mon cherí!" I smiled at her

"but i can plan for a plain colour to suit both boy or girl.. and then add a colour once we find out." my smile falterd as i wondered what the other baby would have been. i began to cry, unable to stop as i couldn't even take care of my children

I looked at mum and she took Harte and pulled Dallas with them. I held Ava. "Sweeth you need to relax please. I know I know it hurts but please mom cherí."

"I know. it just hurts.. i feel like i'm failing, i can't keep our babies safe.." i cried into his chest "what happens if this happens again.."

I sighed I can't do this. "look that prick of a doctor said we might not be able to have more children." I held her. "I'm so sorry I'm going to get. A second opinion with this new doctor but I need you to relax please baby."

I pulled back, confused "what?" i refused to believe it "no, that's what they said after Harte, and i fell pregnant.. so don't tell me i can't have anymore.."

I sighed. "Ava that's what he said I don't believe him and he wasn't right I love you and we will try again and again." I kissed her. "but for now let's now worry about that lets worry about you and our babies Harte and this one." I said rubbing her belly.

I nodded, not saying anything else. I wanted babies, but obviously the world didn't want us having any together. The food woman brought in a plate tray of food, and i half gagged, "what is that?" she shrugged, "broccoli and cabbage soup.." then walked off. "Um i don't even think Harte would eat this."

I smiled. "I can make falls go get us something." I said playing with the soup. "I don't want you even trying that. What do you feel like I'll text him." She told me and I sent the text and he replied got it going now.

"in want to see you try the soup" I grinned "I don't think I've ever seen you eat something that wasn't from a 5 star restaurant."

I choked. "really? Will it make you happy if I try it?" I couldnt care I just wanted her happy and well.

I laughed "no, I just wanted to see if you'd eat something so gross. you might end up in here besdie me if you eat that. But thankyou, i love you."

I smiled. "I love you too." I was so worried about her but I made her smile so that was good. "I think mum will take Harte with her do I can stay here with you. I don't want to live your side."

"I don't want to spend a night without you." I smiled, watching Harte then realised something, "oh can you call my parents. The visitor day was tomorrow, I don't know if we'll be able to make it on time."

I looked at her. "We aren't going no stress and I will not let them harm you both I'm sorry but I won't!" I said in a calming voice. "We are going home and relaxing. The four of us!" Fuck I could be saying the five. I sighed.

"I like that.." but I didn't want to see my parents still,.and see how they were doing. "maybe you can ask if we can visit next week?"

I did t want to visit till she and our child was in the clear. But I couldn't tell her that. "I'll see what I can do but I can't make any promises." I sat down and looked at her. "I love you."

"I love you too" I smiled, relieved he hadn't said no straight out. "do you think we would have managed with twins, harte probably wouldn't like having two more little people around him" now that I knew I was pregnant with twins, I felt disappointed that we weren't having two.

I gave a small smile. "I think Harte would have loved two little sisters to protect. And I think we would of been great." I sighed. "it hurts even if we just found out about the twins it hurts knowing we won't have her or him anymore." I hated it. I looked at her. "I'm sorry, that Doctor pissed me off so bad!" I began telling her what all he said.

I coukdnt help it. I began to giggle and it felt nice to laugh after everything "anger management? I used to leave those business cards for classes in your office and you never took one, I'm shocked you didn't actually punch him.. What an ass."

I sighed. "Do you really think I need it? Am I that bad?" I asked wondering I didn't think I needed it but if she left them for me maybe I do.