The stalker phase

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have you ever been into someone so much that you just wanted to know what they where doing every time they moved or was with someone else well thats where shes finding herself. she doesnt like many people but this guy she just cant go a second not thinking about him.she wanted nothing more then from him to just ask her out but it was complicated because she dated his brother.. how does she get his attention. and does she take this a little to far by trying to figure everything about on her own ?and when she said she will do anything she literally meant that she would kill for him
name: Natalie
age:17
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i smirked " you know its kinda qute that you get all rattled up like this " i laughed " its hot as hell that you get all defencive like this ya know "

"I'm not getting defensive I just don't like when people think they know me when they don't." I say then I looked at her. "What did you see in my brother? I mean your not his type, and he doesn't seem to be yours? But then again I don't know your type."

" hes not hes athletic and he looks so close to a guy that i fell in love " i say talking about him to him i was so scared that he was going to clue into what i was saying

I looked at her. "So my brother looks like a guy that you love." It kind of hurt that she felt strongly about someone that wasn't me. "Does this guy love you too?" I asked.

honestly ... i have no idea i havent talked to him very long we used to talk alot then we just stoped that why when his brother asked me out i dated him cause he reminded me so bad of him " shit i blew it i gave it away !

I looked at her in surprise she hates me so it had to be someone else. "Wait, you said you dated my brother because he reminded you of who you was in love with, and then you also just said you dated his brother. I know you hate me so who is this guy you love?"

" its no one i guess" i say looking down to the ground " he will never come anyways so its okay " i say sighing i dont get why he thinks i hate him though " why do you think i hate you though"

I looked at her and sighed. "Well you use to talk to me then when you started hanging out with my dimp shit brother then started dating him, you kind of stopped talking to me all together plus my brother said you did." I took my fingers under her chin and lifted it up. "Was it not true?"

I shook my head no " not at all I can't believe you actually listened to that ass hole about me. Let me guy he told you I thought you where dirty and that you need to lay off the chicks ?" I asked saying what he said it said about me just using a male verion

" sorry if I upset you. I didn't know. My brother seems to have lied a lot! I'm sorry." That's all I could say.

i sighed and shook my head " no its not your fault i just cant believer him.. all i have to say is pay backs a bitch !"

I didn't like the sound of that. "Umm and how do you plan to get pay back?" I asked concerned because I will not be used...I've been down that road too many times.

" he's going after my friend he's use ding him to go after you " I said with a laugh " but she don't know she's following in my foot steps "

I looked at her and stood up. I was upset that she just confirmed my thoughts. "So let me get this straight your friend is using my brother?" She nodded. "And you used my brother? All to get to me who now you want to use to get back at my brother?" I needed to hear it come out of her mouth. I won't help her it's not right.

I close my eyes tight " no " I said shaking my hard "I want you but you never noticed me so I went after our brother and I fell but then I still really have feelings for you but I don't want I get hurt but my friend loved ou and she found out that I like ou and so she wanted to hurt me by using your brother " I spit out as quick as I can

I sat down next to her. "I'm so confused right now." I looked at her shaking hands. I needed to calm her down. I grabbed her hands in mine. "Natalie if you liked me back then why didn't you ever tell me?"

I blush shit I told him why did I tell him ! "I don't know .... I thought you wouldn't want that ? " I said shrugging " I thought you hated me ... Remember "

"Maybe we should just talk about all this another time. I'm tired and I'm sure you are." I didn't know what to really say or do. She just told me she liked me and I have been crushing on her as well but there is just so much to think about.

i sigh and nod " okay thats up to you i guess " i said blushging " or we dont i guess i dont care i just .. ya im going to get some sleep " i say covering my face

I felt bad but I just didn't know what to say. I laid down next to her. I closed my eyes and instantly fell asleep. But right before I did I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her close not sure if she was awake or not. It felt nice and I think that's why I fell asleep so easily.

" goodnight handsome " i whispered as soon as i heard a light snore in my ear

The next morning I woke up and was shocked that we were in the same position as when we fell asleep. I needed to get to class so I slipped out and got dressed I wrote a note telling her I had to go and she could either stay and I'll give her a ride or take the money I left for a taxi. In class all I could think of was her. I couldn't focus. And after class I forgot to go straight to my dorm. I went to the library...when I got back she wasn't there. I thought about calling but didn't know what to say.

When I got up he was gone there was a not but I just riped it up and threw it out. I knew this was to good to be true. He's more then likely off to see his other girl he's just like everyone said he was but apart of me told me it can't be that just can't be it he must me doing something else. I walked back to my place and all I could do was sit on my cough and pull my legs to my chest wanting nothing more then to Burn lastnight out of my head

A few weeks pass and all I could do was think if her. I decided to call up my brother and meet him for lunch. Hoping to see her. As my brother and I was in a heated agrument at the dinner Natalie and her friend walked in and I didn't see them but he must if. "Why the hell do you even care about her she is nobody!" He yelled at me. "Look little brother! I told you before you dated her that I liked her she is different and now I fucjed up because she told me all about you fucking my ex! All I wanted was her and you took Natalie and then you took that slut. I could careless about the slut but Natalie was different and you knew it!" I yelled back at him. "I can't believe your my brother." I said as I stood up.

i stood from at my booth and ran out as i thought that he was calling my a whore i couldnt stand it what do i do why did i even bother i thought as i stoped out side for a few seconds to wipe the tears from my eyes i looked arounnd the walked quickly to my car