Everything put a perfect life

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Most people think he has it easy. his girl is a super hot super model, hes loaded, He is drop dead sexy himself. wouldnt you be happy ? well he isnt all he wanted was to get away from all this he wanted to be normal and he saw someone who he though could help him with that. hes tired of the drama , lies and cheating.

She was a writer who wished she could just be noticed for once. Everything about her was boring and normal unlike all these supermodels that she had to interview an right about. she wished that she could just show them all up but that would never happen why would they want someone like me when they could get someone with money that can fly across the world to take two pictures..

I chased after her and caug her before she had gotten to far. "Alaina it's me." I said as she began to fight. "It's Jordan."

I look up ino his sad eyes before I hugged him tightly burying my face into him "I can't be here... I hate hospitals...can we please go Jordan " I say ask my eyes started to spill over with tears

I hugged her tight unsure of what to do. "we can't leave yet, they have to make sure you'll be okay." I said to her. "if it makes you feel any better I'll stay here with you until they say you can go home."

i nod my head "okay.. " i trial off and hold his hand scared that my father might jump out of no where ".. t..th..thank.. you" i say kinda ashamed that i need someone to actually feel safe

"it's nothing." I said as I walked her back to the nurses. They took her from me and got her back into the room. "I'll be out here waiting." I told her as I seen the scared look in her eyes. She nodded and let them take her to the room. I stood in the hallway waiting for them to say I could go inside. A few minutes passed and adoctor walked in as well.

the doctor and nurses cheeked everything out to make sure i was okay but really no matter what they say i will never be full okay this is proof he will fine me no matter where i go " can i see Jordan yet?" i asked as the doctor pulled off his gloves and nodded

I rested my back against the wall trying to relax when the nurses came out and they stared at me for a moment before whispering to themselves. One walked up and asked was I Jordan Wallace, the model. I confirmed their suspiciouns and gave them an autograph just as the doctor came out and said I could go in and see her. I left the nurses there and rushed into the room.

when i seen him come in i was releaved but also embaress and scared of what he may think of me "thank.. for you know.. sticking around" i say looking down at my hands

"hey, it's okay. I was leaving here until I knew you were okay." I said lifting her head up to look at me. I searched her eyes feeling myself wanting to kiss away her pain. I shook the thoughts away, and wiped away a lone tear with his thumb and gave her a soft smile.

"n..no one has..ever done that for me .." i say sniffling trying to keep the dam on the waterworks "but it means a lot to me ...IS JAGGER OKAY" i say panicking tottaly forgetting that he was hurt"HE GOT HURT HE h.. hit something sharp" i say

"they said Jagger would be fine. He wasn't hurt too badly. But he will have a slight limp for a while." I told her.

i nod and look back down to the bed trying to calm myself aafter thinking about lastnight events "when do i get to go home" i asked in a faint voice

I shrugged my holders. "I'm not sure. The doctors haven't told me anything. But I guarantee you I'm not leaving until they say you can go home."

thank you .." i say a bit nervously "im sorry that im going to look like this on the trip..i didnt mean for that.. shelf to hit me" i say then think about my wording poop "i mean falling on me gosh i guess its the drugs they put me on?"

I watched her closely. "Alaina I know what happened, I heard it." I said. "who was he?"

i look up shocked he actually picked up oh darn thats not good ! "it was no body "

"don't lie to me." I pleaded. "I know he had something to do with it. What did he say to you?" I asked remembering the threat.

i shake my head "really ... its nothing i will be okay this isnt bad.." i say cutting myself off oh no i really shouldnt have said that

I frowned at her words. "so this has happened before?" I asked curiously.

I cover my eyes noo no no this isn't good he can't get close to me he's going to get hurt "no I'm just saying it could be worse " why can't I be a good lier I mentally slap myself

I decided to leave it alone for now. Give her time to tell me herself. "well let's be glad it wasn't."

I nod "ya I know .. I'm sorry .. I wish I could feel you " I say leaning in close and resting my forehead against his I know this is so wrong but all I wanted to do was kiss him and try to forget about everything tht has happend today an in my past

I stared into her eyes getting lost in them. Without thought I pressed my lips to hers and enjoyed it. I wanted to take all the pain away.

I didn't know what to do at first but then I couldn't take it anymore I wraped my arms around him an kissed him back lightly. This is my first kiss and I'm glad it's with him. What's his girlfriend going to think oh no he has a GIRLFRIEND !!! I beak it unwillingly as I think of the things she could do to hurt me

When she pulled away I instantly felt embarrassed. "um, sorry about that. I don't know what came over me." I said looking away from her. Although I felt embarrassed I couldn't deny that it was the best kiss I've ever had.