My Guardian

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"do you wanna go out?"i asked smiling with me she could go anywhere~jason

i sighed "i think they got some wizards and witches to help them , as for why...i don't know"

I leaned into Jim"what does he know I raised myself lived off of nothing but blood I had nothing in my life and when I finally get a chance to live I get to meet you my mother that couldn't even tell me anything"I turned and looked at her"all I ever wanted was a loving mother but what I got was a tower and a brother that lied to me and a father that only wished to hide me to be a weapon"

"you're wrong!! they lied to me too and she knows it ask her! and he didn't want you as a weapon he was protecting you! he agreed on letting you out on a condition that i came to that school with you"~jason

I looked at her"is that true"I asked

i nodded "he knows me because he came to me to help him get you out"~gw

"ok then what now"I asked looking down scared

"now i need to know if you really want me to give your father his powers back or not"~gw

I looked at her"I don't know but he will hate me if I don't have you give him his powers"

"i don't care what he says or think i want to know what you think"

I smiled and hugged her"I wish that I should never have to fear him again but I want him to still have his power"

i hugged her back and felt love toward her she was my only child and i wasn't allowed to see her "alright i'll do that but what about you stay with me here?"

"but what about school and Jim and Jason"I asked not wanting to be without them

i looked at them i couldn't allow them to stay here they were vampires after all "you can take your time to decide and you guys can stay here till tomorrow after that i'll ask you to leave. and your father will get back his powers by tonight"~gw

I looked at her"why won't u let them stay with me please I love them especially Jim I love him with all my heart if he can't stay then I won't"I looked at her

"i can't they are forbidden to be here...these are sacred lands. you have time to think" i said before vanishing

I looked at them confused"what should I do I don't want to be without you Jim but I want to get to know my mother"I whispered

i sighed and looked at jason for help but he just shook his head "i don't know..as much as i want you to be with me as much as i want you to get to know her. i can't decide for you"

I looked at the ground and started to cry"I can't choose between you and my mother I just can't"I said running out of the room as fast as I could

"that's not how you should have answered" i run after her "crystal wait let me talk to you" ~jason

I tripped on a piece of loose tile and fell to the ground and just curled into a ball

i picked her up and sat on a bench with her in my lap " crystal don't do this to yourself...i have an idea and you won't loose anyone"~jason

"what do you mean"I asked wiping the tears from my eyes

"you can stay here but come every once in a while to see us at least just till you get to know her.or you can come with us and every once in a while you come here to spend a few days"~jas

"but I want to be with you all at the same time which I can't do because witches hate vampires but I am half and half I can't choose either sides"

"than don't...just do what i'm telling you to"

"you think that I can"I looked up at him