Uncertainty (( Ashwag24 and me ))

Drake Jones appears to be a ruthless , cold and selfish vampire. His long life has been full of wealth , money, entertainment and loneliness. By chance, he meets a young human girl named Sabrina and his life turns upside down in a positive way. For the first time in his life, he has someone to really care for, someone to spend his money, attention and time on; someone to love, but that abruptly changes when he wakes up one morning and his beloved is gone. Where did she go ?  Why did she go ? Did she abandon him ? Those questions keep hunting his mind, though he is determined to find her and bring her back , no matter what it takes. What he doesn´t know is that Sabrina has a secret that goes beyond their love , beyond her will , beyond his intentions and even beyond her own life.

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**Starting**

I stared at the stars as I sat on the roof of the lab´s building. I felt numb. It had been a week since I had been taken away from Drake. Nothing had sense in life anymore. I wanted to cry, but I couldn´t do it. I had done it plenty enough , before. I didn´t even feel the pain in my chest . It should be there , but it wasn´t. The memories were the only thing left from Drake and me . I
I had been an idiot thinking I could go to the real world and start a normal life as any other human girl who were my age. It had been worth it , every moment I had been out of that place; I would never regret meeting Drake, he had given me things I had never dreamed of before , yet every second I spent with him all I did was put him into danger. If he found me , he would only get himself into danger and troubles , because that was what I was, a huge package of troubles.

He gripped my chin hard. "Don´t you dare to talk to me like that ! Do you have any fucking idea how money and time we wasted trying to find you ?! Without taking into account all we could have achieved if you had been here ...And what were you doing ?" He snorted in a humorless way. "You were having who knows what pathetic adventure out there !"

I rolled my eyes , not caring if he did another thing to hurt me. "I´m not your property !" I said pissed . He pressed harder his hands against my chin . "Oh , hell yeah, you are ! Remember , I wasn´t the one who sold you to the labs ! I bought you . Since then , I have all rights on you . Everything you do to you or your body is my concern . For example , that disgusting black hair you got  when you were away! . You looked like a cheap ho with it like that ! Thankfully , I already took care of that "

When he mentioned about my hair, I inmediately remembered about Drake . He loved my black hair as much as he loved the idea of me being a natural red head . He had been so fascinated when he found out my natural hair color was red and though he did not understand why I wanted to dye it , he had respected my decision.
"I´m warning you, now . If it comes to my ears that a guy is the reason why you were gone, I ´ll take drastic actions. You have no idea what I´m capable of !" Dimitri threatened me. I gave him an icy glare .

I spat at Dimitri on his face . I was sick of him . He slapped my cheek . "Do something like that again and I´ll make them inject you more of your dose than needed" He grabbed my arm in a strong grip. "It´s so funny to think I could kill you just by twisting your throat " I whispered grinning, knowing that piece of information would scare him right away,

Dimitri looked from me to the guy that entered the room . He eyed me with suspicion all over his expression. He had to be wondering who was the one looking for me. I tried to keep myself calm , not wanting him to notice how those news affected me . Drake had found me , which was not good at all. He had to leave or he would be putting himself into danger.
What was I going to do when he saw me ?That was a question I should try to answer. I wasn´t going to risk him . I would pretend I wasn´t the same person , but he would know I was lying , since he would be able to smell my blood. I would break his heart, by denying the life we had shared together when all I wanted to do was run into his arms and let him hold me.

"Why do you assume he is trying to find me ?" I asked the guy . He needed to shut up. Why did he have to be such a loyal worker to Dimitri ? He was ruthless and selfish. How could someone even respect him ?

"You don´t even try to lay a finger on me ! If you do, I´ll kill you!" I threatened him . "And you both know perfectly well what I´m capable of " I smirked at them maliciously after I said that