I stopped her hand half way, I was going soft and it wasn't enjoyable. "you know don't worry about it," she'd made me feel like I had forced her. "Next time I won't bother trying to please you first like always," I muttered and done my trousers up.
What the hell was going on with us. I hated this constant bickering that we were doing. I felt my years fall and I just looked down. This is a cause of my stress constantly worrying.
I left the room. Nothing I did was ever good enough, I felt like I was just a bother to her. I had to rush to the school and pick up Kenzie then head home, I needed to get to another meeting an this was frustrating me. I walked into the bedroom, "Kenzie is home, are you ok to watch her for awhile? she's fed and bathed." I say grabbing a clean shirt to change into.
I looked at him. "Yes I can do that, umm where are you going?" I say in a nicely manner. "I'm sorry I just think we should talk..." I say looking down. I hated this I felt like we were drifting and it was my fault.
"I'm meeting with a couple other lawyers to discuss representation for a woman on death row, I shouldn't be too late." I said doing my tie up. "And I agree, we need to have a talk." I wanted us to get back on track.
I still didn't look at him the way he talked said it all. "Okay I'll wait up for you then." I say as Kenzie ran in here. "Hey princess you wanna watch a movie with mummy in here?" She nodded and ran off to get one.
"sleep, we'll talk tomorrow and maybe I'll get to have my wife actually look at me and talk, that's really hurtful Izzy, after all I do at work and for you and Kenzie," I said quietly and walked out of the room. "Be good kid, see you later on!" I say and headed to the car feeling like utter shit. I felt like she was done with me and now her husband was alive.
I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her close, "I know, I love you three too," I said running my hand over her stomach. "I feel like I'm not doing anything right and that I'm not making you happy." I said quietly.
I sighed. "Your doing everything right I'm just a hormonal mess baby! I mean I want to please you but I also want some action too! I know I need to wait but I need you!" I say blushing as I sound like a shinning baby. "I over react over everything right now and I hate that you feel that way. Baby your so good to me and Kenzie don't ever think that we aren't greatful for what you do."
i smiled "I know you want some action but coming from my point of view I'm not able to bring myself to do that, if I did make love to you and then god forbid you bled or something bad happened with your heart rate getting too high then of never forgive myself. I'm so stressed and just want to fuck the utter shit out of you," I kissed her cheek. "But I can wait until you're all better."
I looked at him. "What if the doctor puts me in bed rest for the remaining duration of my pregnancy? You can't go that long without making love to me?" I sigh. "I understand what your saying I wouldn't be able to forgive myself either."
I smiled. "I love you, let's go to bed you look tired. Umm but before that I just need to ask one question." I sighed. "Is Em okay? You don't need to tell me what is going on I just wanna know if she is okay, her mom called and said her husband has been calling her like crazy and she has a feeling something bad has happened."
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