I came back in and sat on the bed, "he said you need to try and relax, that this stress is causing Braxton hicks type contractions, but he will come check you out soon. He's stuck at the hospital," I say quietly.
I shook my head. What was I suppose to do. I couldn't sit here this wasn't helping. I managed to get out and find one of his shirts I slipped it on with so boy shorts. After that I crawled back to bed.
I walked in the the doc and he took a look at her, "izzy, youre bliid pressure is rising, if you cant keep it low im thinking of hospitilising you for your remanding pregnancy," he said taking down some notes. I was extremely worried.
I looked at the doctor. "What do I do to get it lowered?" I asked as I yawned I was so tired. And if he say reduce the stress I'll kill him. He isn't pregnant and found out his first husband could still be alive and possibly kidnapped his child then saw his now husbands car at a motel with a former ex slave it whatever she was.
"Bedrest for a few days and then I will monitor you again to see where we go from there," he said. I nodded "alright then well thanks for coming over,"I said and walked him out. I came in fhe bedroom "I will take kenzie to school tomorrow and pick her up."
I looked up at him. "Okay,". I say not knowing what else to say. But I add. "I know you weren't cheating but it does upset me that you can't even give me some peace at mind. Specially now." I felt my tears fall. "I love you and I understand your mad, I'm sorry."
"you assumed I was cheating and never asked what I was doing, I told you I was working as I was meeting a client who happens to be in a motel, I meet clients at places where it's easiest for them. It hurts because this is my job and I do this for a living, I can't explain what was going on there because it's a conflict of confidentiality," I said and laid down, "I love you too but you really hurt me for automatically thinking something was suspicious."
I looked at him. "I'm sorry I hurt you. I hate that part of your job. Specially when I know who the client you was meeting! And honestly if my job entitled meeting people in strange places and you saw a car if let's say one of my exs next to mine you wouldn't assume. It's natural. I'm sorry."
"I won't ever cheat, if I wanted to be with others then I wouldn't have married you," I say reaching and taking her hand. "You need to trust me, I swear nothing is happening other than work and when she wants to tell you then that's up to her but I can't say anything," I sighed, wishing I could.
I gave a small smile. "I know and I do trust you I just don't know if I trust her. I am sorry." I closed my eyes as I was so tired. "Ummm baby what happens when your at work and I need something?" I was put on bed rest for a few days.
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